I’m a slut.

I’m a slut. Whenever I was 11 I found a person online and it was kind of like a bdsm relationship where she told me what to do. That’s how it was in the beginning but she had her own master and she left eventually.

He then wanted me to be his submissive. I did whatever he wanted me to do. I sent him pictures of me and I didn’t think anything was wrong with it. 4 years later I was still doing it but it was less and less and then I eventually cut off complete communication. I’m still a virgin but I know I’m a slut. I feel manipulated in a way but the thing is I let it go on for so long.

I honestly feel completely worthless and stupid. I let it happen but I’m scared someone’s going to end up taking advantage of me.

He was 27 when we first started talking. I was 11. I feel like a slut for letting it go on so long.