In the past week my friend has committed suicide and my aunt has died of cancer in the space of 12 hours. My parents, partner and friends all don’t want me to be alone because of my Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) and they think I’ll harm myself but I feel like I want to be alone but they won’t leave me alone. Everytime I go to the toilet I’m sent with someone and my door has to be open at all times..

I understand that they’re worried for my mental health but I feel like I need to be alone to think about it?