BAD baby fever

I'm not gunna lie. I get a little sad every time I have my period, because I want to have a baby. I know my husband and I aren't ready to have a baby yet, but my baby fever is really hard. It hits me so bad sometimes to where I get depressed about it. I feel like I just need to play with one of my cousin's baby and get the baby fever out of me, but I'm constantly busy at work or I'm at college. I know I'm really young to have a baby and I've only been married to my husband since August 2017 (were together for 3 years before we got married). I have so much to do before I have a baby, but it's so hard when a lot of the women around me are pregnant. It makes me want a baby to. I'm on birth control and I'm not going to stop taking it but I still get sad when I get my period.