My mind was going crazy everyday at 1 o’clock was my time to eat and I would eat one meal everyday if I wouldn’t eat right at 1 I couldn’t eat at all for the day so I would just starve myself some days.My lowest weight was 87 lbs. It never was enough no matter how low I got it wasn’t good enough for me, but one day I realized when I couldn’t even fit in a size 00 jeans that I need to get out of this I NEED TO EAT ! Even tho I’m not really out of it because I still get the thoughts I’m still a little bit negative about myself but I’m trying I’m at a healthy weight now I’m 105 lbs now & I’m okay with that I eat what i want now I do question myself at times but I don’t let it get to me anymore. Recovery is hard it is but TRY do you really want to waste away everyday ? Hair falling out, losing your period , being weak all the time,being cold all the time is it worth it ?

Here’s me now recovering

I’m learning to love myself more and more each day ❤️

Can I see some happy recovery photos it will make me happy !