I feel so lonely

Im supposed to get marry in December and i have nothing planned yet. I wanted a small private ceremony but things got different direction. My family dont want me to marry my fiance, and his family dont want to meet my family just because my mother went one day to his house and kind of start an argument and ever since then i feel my plans went down.

I wanted to do all the nice things that daughter and mother are supposed to do together, like bridal dress shopping etc. And now i feel so alone and sad not sharing this important moments with my family.

I dont have money at all to buy myself a cute dress for that day and im thinking on asking my fiance if he can do it for me. But at the same time i dont want him to spend money on me...ugh! Im so depress lately