Any support groups for abortion ?

For mental and emotional health specifically for those pressured to having the abortion by people around them.

My first pregnancy I was pressured to abort and I’ve been dead inside ever since. I remember the np saying everything looks normal and progressing like it should. I just killed a innocent healthy baby. There’s nothing I hate more than people saying it’s just a gestational sac not a baby can we stop with the denial the age doesn’t matter it’s a fking baby. A human life. Anyways I am looking for a group on how women that were pressured dealt with the depression and guilt.

Very saddened.