I’m new to the “single moms club”

I found out today my boyfriend has been cheating on me throughout our entire 5 year relationship. Including when I was pregnant with my 3 month old son and after he was born.

He left his phone at home when he was at work today, so I snooped 🤷🏼‍♀️. I found that he had a threesome two days ago (I had sex with him last night 🤢), found out he has had sex COUNTLESS times with other women throughout our relationship and he even was trying to get a girl to be his girlfriend when we were still together and WHEN I WAS PREGNANT. I feel DISGUSTING for letting him touch me. I’m shocked because I literally would have NEVER guessed this is how we would end up because our relationship seemed so great.

Oh well, I’m trying to be strong for my son. But this all literally just happened and I need some support or kind words because I feel so overwhelmed.