so f*cking mad at my husband

We can finally try after having another miscarriage and just like my husband has been the whole time we've been ttcing he doesnt feel like doing it on ovulation day (he always says that he doesn't feel like sex but literally we cant have sex once a month and expect to get pregnant) and yes he is faithful and wants kids probably more than me he just doesn't want to put in any effort at all and he just has a super low sex drive because of his mental. Health pills but he makes me feel gross and undesirable because of his lack of sex drive and it makes me so mad! I was in an abusive relationship for give years and he is pulling similar tactics and it is making me so upset. I didn't pester him at all to have sex I even intentionally missed an important day to have sex and he still won't do it today. I literally so mad Becuase this is the only thing I ask of from him I go through fertility treatments and blood tests every day or so in the months we are trying and he can't even have sex more than once a month? It just means I went through all if that for nothing if he won't contribute his part! This is the first month we agreed to try again and he is already not trying it's ridiculous! I even asked him if he wants to keep track of the days and come onto me but he says no you can keep track but if I even bring up sex he rolls his eyes and complains. So fucking frustrating! If he had his way he would just sit there playing games all day and then a baby would magically appear.