I would never admit this to anyone..

Other than my glow girls. and even then I feel like I should remain anon. Im having a baby boy in a few weeks and TRUST ME when I say I am so blessed and excited to meet him. But I do not feel connected to the fact that he’s a boy. There’s not a single boy in my family, I’ve never even held a baby boy, crazy I know. I love him so much already but sometimes I get sad that he isn’t a girl...I feel too terrible to even say that out loud to myself 😩 can you ladies tell me about your baby boys or post pics of your cute little baby boys! I do not want to feel like this cause he doesn’t deserve to have me feel anything but 1000000000000% obsession with him!