15 dpo. Bfn. Wanting to slightly annihilate my husband.

Ok so........

Since we decided to try for a child. He’s been going out more than usual.

Like a child or myself will take away his freedom.

Ok. He was in the military years ago .

Dude, if you wanna go out, go the fuck out. I don’t care. As long as you tell me you’re safe. That’s all I care for.

So today, right now. He was working on a project with his classmates. And then they went to drink. Fine, I don’t care.

BUT THE amount of troubles we have right now, with money he should know not to spend???! He’s been going overboard.

One night he spent 2000$ like how the fuck do you spend that much in one night.

I’m a woman and i don’t even spend that much!!!!!

Anyways my point is, I told him did you get overwhelmed when I asked if we should try for a baby as you wanna live your life now. ? Or wait.

Personally, I want a child now. He’s on another dimension. Together for 10 years.

And no, IM NOT FORCING HIM. Before you ppl start attacking me 🙄