Anyone over analyzing every thing?

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AF due 11/7. On 7dpo I started very very light cramping. Currently 10dpo and this evening I started to spot. It was dark red but not brown. Almost like rust red. No blood clots just heavy spotting. It was there for maybe 1hour and then nothing. I'm having a little more cramping and I had some bad pains almost in my pelvic bone. I feel like I'm about to get AF but I want baby #2 so bad I think I'm seeing symptoms everywhere. I 'had the flu' with my first LO so I don't remember any of these little symptoms. I'm driving myself crazy. I need a distraction for the next 4 days. Or maybe not if this isn't regular spotting and it's just Aunt Flow's ugly head popping in 4 days early 😒