C section

This is my second pregnancy second section, I’m going in at 7:30 tomorrow morn to have my baby girl but literally dreading the idea, to the point it’s making me miserable, this is definitely my last baby and was really hoping she would come naturally, no such luck with only 24hrs to go, I’m dreading feeling so crappy with loads of people fussing around me and me being stuck in a bed unable to get away from them (yes my mood is low and kinda think my depression is creeping back up on me) this is my other half’s 1st baby and his parents first grandchild so they are literally smothering me to the point I want to scream I’ve tried talking to oh about not wanting people at the hosp my family are fine with it but he can’t see things from my point of view, I feel so fed up so angry at everything surly I’m not alone in these feelings