too scared to test!

Liah

My hubby and I have been ttc since I had my iud taken out last October.

My normal cycle is 24-27 days, AF should've arrived by Thursday which would have been day 27.

I'm Doo scared to actually take a test!

I think I'm scared of a negative test, I never test because I feel like AF is less disappointing then a bfn but now that I'm actually late I'm still too scared to do it.

Am I crazy?

I was thinking if wait till Monday but now that Monday is tomorrow I'm getting nervous