Am I crazy?!

Took my last pill August 5th decided not to ttc in August to let my body regulate. Withdrawal bleed August 8-11.

First real period off the pill September 3-7.

Month of September we weren't trying but weren't preventing.

Month of October period 7-11 and we really tried!

Wednesday 11/1 I took a hpt and got this. Vvvfl. Figured okay it's early I'll wait to test again until AF is supposed to show.

Friday 11/3 bad cramping figuring af is about to come.

Today 11/6 is the day af is supposed to come I woke up sat on the toilet (didn't pee) but wipes to see if she was there and nothing so I peed in a clean cup and dipped a hpt in (first response early detection-6 days before missed period result) and again another vvfl. Pictures below

All pictures taken within the 3 minute time frame. Usually my boobs and nipples hurt terribly about a week and a half prior to af since being off the pill. As of today no boob pain. The cramps have stopped.

Anyone have any ideas?!

Is my body still messed up from being on the pill for about 3 years prior to ttc?