Feeling very lonely :(

So lately I've been feeling lonely and I feel that my life is upside down even though it's not. I started working two weeks ago and am feeling fine just not in my field though and the pay Is good

But I feel very lonely I have a mother who has mental disorder and we don't talk much but I try my best to keep her comfortable and happy. She's not very talkative and am not also :( my father passed away 5 month ago and after he passed away I've been feeling this way since then. I live with my brother and mother and I just go to work and get back home and I only have one friend I hangout with and I don't get to see her that much but we talk over the phone everyday

I've been talking to a guy lately but nothing serious

I wanna take slowly specially since my last relationship which was emotionally abusive

I just wanted to talk thank you for reading :(❤️