2nd IVF Tranfer and Terrified!!😰

Hi ladies, I’ve been TTC for 2 years now with no luck☹️ we tried naturally, then clomid, then 3 failed IUI’s, then finally IVF, and still nothing😓..... before attempting a second round of IVF, my fertility doctor suggested I have surgery to remove Fibroids from my uterine lining,,anyway before having this surgery,,we decided to do IVF again,, freeze my embryos,, then have my surgery,, wait six months after the surgery (per my doctor’s recommendation) and then do a FET (frozen embryo transfer) so we did... so here’s the good news.. the good news is,,that both my IVF cycle and surgery were a success!!😊 they were able to remove all the fibroids, so hopefully now my uterus will be nice and cozy for my future baby to nezzle up in for 9 months😏... Also, they were able to fertilize and freeze 6 great quality embryos!!😃... so what’s the problem you might ask?..well,, I’m scheduled to have 2 embryos transferred on Dec 1st 2017, I’m excited, but terrified at the same time😨😨 I guess with all the failed cycles I’ve had, I’m sorta thinking to myself “don’t get your hopes up, why would this cycle be any different than the others?” I know l shouldn’t think like this, but I can’t help it😞 plus I’m 40 y/o so the fact that time is not on my side DEFINITELY doesn’t help😣 Ladies please, we’ve kept our struggle pretty private so you and my husband are all I have😨 I need your advice or words of encouragement, I’m freaking out thinking that this too will fail! help! 😰😰😣😨