Am I fat from the back?

I know y’all probably think I just want attention but I really don’t, I just honestly want opinions. Somebody told me I dress “basic” today, well I do because all my ‘pretty’ clothes don’t fit me the way I want. They make me look fat and I hate when I get called big.. I ask this bc somebody told me I look slim from the front but from the back my love handles poke out and I just want opinions because this is why I wear the same shirt all the time because I feel like it’s the only one that makes me look atleast a little slim..