A couple days ago I found out I’m pregnant. I took plan B and it didn’t work.. my boyfriend and I have been together for over 4 years and we have a solid and loving relationship. But I’ve gotten pregnant by him twice before, first time he and my parents forced me into an abortion which made me very depressed and gave me PTSD and needed a lot of counseling for over two years to come at peace. Then I got pregnant again and miscarried at 7 weeks... as of right now I’m pregnant again unplanned... and it’s tough. I’m feeling great physically, but my boyfriend wants to abort and I want to keep the baby. He wants me to abort the baby since he says he is far from ready, he really doesn’t want it (his words).

I find it very hard to see him so confused, upset and scared but as much as I love us/I love him, i don’t think I can put up with another abortion. He wants kids in the future but not right now. I’m almost 23 and he is about to turn 25... he is working 32h a week and goes to uni and I study, but will be done when the baby is due.

The first year will be a challenge but not impossible and from then on everything will be much better. Since my boyfriend will have his job but he will get paid double and will be finished studying.

I already told him he could leave me and the baby, since he isn’t ready, but he refuses. He broke down completely and said he couldn’t live with the thought of me living somewhere alone with our baby. I don’t want him to force him into parenthood but I don’t know if I can handle another abortion.

I know you all can’t tell me what to do or make the decision for me, but I would really appreciate your thoughts/views/experiences on this matter. Thanks in advance ❤️

And when it comes down to birth control I don’t need anyone to say stuff about that.