Going crazy!

My daughter is 11 months (as of yesterday) and she’s driving me crazy. I work about 10 hours a day but I get to see her twice in that time (I work at her daycare center) and have nights and weekends off. During weeknights we get home, she nurses, we play, than she nurses again to go to sleep. The weekends are tough though. “Food before one is just for fun.” Please, nobody say this because I know but she just hates food. It’s not fun for her. She doesn’t understand the hand to mouth concept, I can’t guide her by holding her hand and bringing it to her mouth because she’s weird about her hands (she rips her hand away from yours if you grab it, every time), and she cries after a few minutes of sitting in her chair every time. We’re seeing an OT but I feel like it hasn’t helped. She hardly even tries the food at daycare. On the weekends she wants to nurse 24/7. If she’s not nursing, she’s screaming. I’m going crazy. What’s worse is if it’s just her and her dad in the room, she’s fine. But as soon as she sees me, she screams. I’m at such a loss with the food and the constant crying when she sees me. Is this just a phase? Am I alone in this? I can’t even just hold her; she NEEDS to nurse as soon as she sees me. I’m starting to hate weekends because it’s either constant crying or constant nursing. Please tell me I’m not alone 😩😩😩