Waiting and waiting.

Well, I’m playing a waiting game. Last month I was supposed to ovulate on the 20th according to this apps calculations. I knew I ovulate later so counted out to the 23rd. Well I took opks starting the 17th (because they are expensive and don’t want to waste any if I know I ovulate later in my cycle). Well I kept getting circle after circle. I just wanted my freaking smiley face. Well buy the 29th I said forget it. I got extremely sick on the 29th (yay me) so we skipped bd for a little while. Then it was back on. Even though I didn’t log it we baby danced some more. I tested on the 7th in the AM(just because I’m one of those women) and it was negative. Af was supposed to show her ugly face on the 10th. I was late. I was so happy, “ yes maybe this is my month”. Well I tested in the PM because my husband was working and I wanted him to be home if it was positive. Well, guess what. BFN. I was thinking “okay, maybe it’s just too early. Maybe we conceived later. Tested last night. BFN. Well today, app says AF should be here again. She still hasn’t shown. WHY MUST I WAIT?! I either want my vvvfl/BFP or AF to show. I hate waiting. I’m a very impatient woman. Lord help me until one shows...