Send good vibes, say a prayer.

Hey y'all. I'm needing a little extra positivity today. I have been TTC for about 15 months. Every cycle brings more heart ache, every one gets worse. It's been hell. Well today, my best friend who had been trying for about 2 months told me she got a BFP. I'm trying so hard to he happy for her and not harbor jealousy, but I'm failing. I hate that it comes so easily for some and some may not get it at all. I wish I could feel joy, but all I feel is my own heart break. ☹ Please send good vibes and prayers for me. I'm needing them horribly.