Alone during pregnancy

We’ve been trying for a year to get pregnant and finally we did it! 😋 I’m almost 6 weeks but now that the time is here I can’t even be excited about it. ☹️ my spouse is leaving to another state for the entirety of my pregnancy and I’ll be alone. I don’t have any family here - I’m in the military and stationed on the other side of the country- so I’ll be completely alone during my whole pregnancy and possibly the birth. Even though my spouse isn’t leaving willingly I can’t help but feel abandoned. I feel as though once the baby’s here I’ll be so protective and not even want to share because I literally did and went through everything on my own. 😔 am

I wrong for feeling like that? How can I cope with being so alone at such an emotional time?