From the second I told my close family that we were expecting baby #4 (#2 for my husband) there has been a lot of fake “I’m happy for you”. Well last night really made me feel horrible, because my own brother who I love more then most decided to tell me he thinks my child shouldn’t exist... I know I’m a little more sensitive then I normally am, but that just really made me realize how little this baby means to anyone else. My husbands family was never on board, because of course I’m not good enough for him or their family, and now my family is starting. What makes me feel even more sad is that I just moved back across the country to be closer to my family, and it’s pretty much like we’re still 1,500 miles away! Sorry for the long rant, but no one else seems to care or want to show support.