I'm 20 and at the end of last year I had endometriosis which led to pelvic inflammatory disease. After everything sorted it's self out with trips to the hospital and being on antibiotics. My partner and I decided to start trying for a baby, after 6 months of trying extremely hard I got pregnant. We were so happy, then we went for our 11 week scan and find out I had a missed miscarriage and that the baby stopped growing at 8 weeks.

As soon as I stopped bleeding we have been trying for 3 months and still bfn! We have been trying to have a baby for what seems like a life time even though to many of you it doesn't seem that long, but I thought at my age it would be a little easier! Everyone around me is getting pregnant or has kids and it's devastating to watch, even my partner has a kid of his own and I just want one so bad especially after losing my first.

It hurts even more that this month I thought it was going to be our month as I have been feeling so sick the past two weeks and my boobs hurt so much and it just felt like all the symptoms I had when I was first pregnant!

I just feel like the world is so unfair. 😭