well.. today i lost it. and it was the first time i held my legs up, pillow under my butt, and praying. i drew a cross over my belly with my finger over an over whispering "come on amauri, its time for you my sweetness"..

i havent done everything in the book.. but i sure the hell feel as i did. i changed my eating i changed my sleeping i even started WORKING OUT! lol i done everything i can think of. now were getting checked soon we have our home like what the hell is god waiting on?...

im freakiiiiing waiiiiiiting!!!