So my boyfriend and I broke up two weeks ago because he told me that he had purposefully been trying to get me pregnant. I was furious but that’s not what put me over the edge. When I talked to him about it he said “Babe, I know it’s your body but I just want a baby so bad.”

I responded with that doesn’t matter it is my body. You can’t just do something like that. You have to ask. He automatically responds with “your my girlfriend I don’t have to ask.”

He didn’t think he was in the wrong at all. I told him that I needed a break from him. He was upset and I told him I can’t keep seeing someone who so willing violated me and sees nothing wrong with it.

Now at this same time my best friend who is also my roommate found out that she was 7 weeks pregnant. Everything was going great for about a week and a half and then she had a miscarriage. I had a miscarriage a year and 4 months ago. So I know how bad she is hurting right now.

The day she found out she was having a miscarriage, I was worrying because my period was late. So I peed on these.

All I can think is he won. That son of a bitch won. He got exactly what he had been trying for. And now I have to be a single mom. I know I can do it but I am so scared. And not ready for this. I just turned 21 and my parents are extremely religious so I am going to be basically shunned. And my best friend/roommate hates me right now because I got knocked up and she lost hers.

All I want to do is cry.