​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​every month when I get a BFN I buy something for my future baby and I put it inside the box. I get so sad looking at everything and thinking that I haven't been able to conceive.😢🙁