I'm 5 months and when I first found out I was pregnant I was excited and was thinking to myself "I got this" .but now reality is beginning to hit ...I'm 18 years old,never been employed,have a diploma but not in college yet,careless baby father and still live with my mom ..I have nothing to show nor am I bringing anything to the table but my mom makes it clear I'm going to have her support and my family is going to have my back but at the end of the day I'm going to feel crappy not being able to do a single thing for my child financial wise .all I can do is love my child with all I have and do what I can ...thinking about that has made me very emotional and thinking is this Gods way of punishing me to allow me to see that having a child and not having anything going for myself isn't going to be easy ..it makes me feel extremely shitty inside ..I don't want to have to grow up struggling with an entire baby having to rely on people my whole life...I'll never regret getting pregnant I just regret the situation I'm in right now..I've been hopeful that by the time my baby gets here things will be better for me but I'm really scared