Miscarriage

Carol

My second miscarriage , 4yrs apart and exact same time. I can't take this heart ache. I'm in so much pain physically and emotionally. I hate to go to the bathroom because as soon as I see blood I just cry because I know what it is. I rather just get a negative test than to deal with this. It's much worse. I don't think I ever want to try , even if I feel ready, this pain is unbearable. The first one I never got over , I don't how I can now....