A couple of days ago I found out I was pregnant after taking test after test and getting negatives. I’m feeling a bit paranoid and I’m trying not to get too excited because in April 2016 my daughter was a still born. My water broke at 22 weeks and doctor said It was due to an infection called Chorioamniontis. I didn’t think I was pregnant this time around because I kept getting negative tests and my period had been a month late before. I had joined a work out team “boot camp” and just Wednesday we had done some hardcore workouts, so Thursday morning I decided to take one last test because I wanted to start detoxing my body, I took the test expecting to see a negative, I look up and see two big pink lines! I couldn’t believe it! That same day I went to get a test done at the OB just to confirm and yup... test came back positive. I had a mixture of emotions. But I just pray with this pregnancy everything goes well and we get our rainbow baby. I just worry because yesterday I had a pain on my side that felt like a sharp pain and I didn’t know if it was due to being sore from the ab workouts or if it was gas because when I would fart I’d feel better and then I started thinking what if it’s an ectopic pregnancy... This morning I’m feeling better. My first appointment is the 27th. Let’s hope everything is great 🙏🏽

So I went to the OB Monday and they said I was 5 weeks and they also saw and empty sac and no heart beat. They told me it could either be cause it’s too early and can’t really estimate how far along I am due to my irregular periods. The doctor told me the way the sac was shaped looked like it could end up as a miscarriage. On Sunday I started spotting and this was the day before I went to the appointment. Today I’ve been bleeding and have noticed small clots. I believe I am having a miscarriage. I don’t see my doctor until later on today and they will do an ultra sound. I didn’t have a good feeling when I first got the positive but I’ve prepared my self emotional for this. Maybe next try we will get our baby... 😞