... not to have an abortion if you want one!!!!

Now that my child is here, I love this child with all my heart and I’m glad the child is here.

However, I’m practically a single mom. My husband does not have a full time job , refuses to get one, And I have literally ZERO help.

I got pregnant on the mini pill (and I was being very cautious) because no one mentioned herbs affecting the pill.

I didn’t know I was pregnant until 18 weeks, and I wanted an abortion.

My husband - with whom I ALREADY had two kids- told me if I had one, he would never speak to me again, kick me out,& take custody of our existing kids.

I was afraid because when I fell pregnant with our third, I was alcoholic,& I feared I’d lose custody.

So I sobered up and carried the baby to term.

Again- I will NEVER regret this child.

But I SHOULD NOT have let this DEADBEAT make a decision for me!!!

He does NOTHING!

I don’t have any clothes because he can’t afford them ( I make DAMN sure our kids get everything they need with his paycheck , but there’s not a dime left over for me) , I can’t work because I have three young kids to look after , not enough money for daycare and no one in our families willing or able to watch our kids. I live without clothes, underwear, even basic things like pads, because I cannot afford them.

I SHOULD have aborted our third child, but he refused to let me,& I could never have given the child up for adoption after bonding with the child.

In other words- DONT LET ANYONE DICTATE YOUR LIFE!!!!!

YOU alone know what is best for YOU and any potential child of yours . NOTHING is worth sacrificing that!!!