So this may be a long post/rant so please bare with me. I know I may be unreasonable so no need to tell me if I am.

I’m 29+4 weeks with my first baby, I feel fat and awful right now and as some of you ladies will understand, sleep is not great when you’re so uncomfortable.

So I’ve been finding it really hard to get comfortable in bed to go to sleep because when my partner is there I feel claustrophobic. He sleeps with his legs up which makes me nervous incase he jumps out of his sleep in the night. He’s done it before and it makes me feel uneasy.

So anyway, I’ve asked him to let me get in bed and fall asleep before he comes to bed so I can hopefully stay asleep but he won’t. Every time I want to go to bed he goes at the same time if not before me. So I end up awake half the night because I can’t feel easy enough to go to sleep.

As a result of this, I’ve been sleeping in til gone 12 in the day and he makes me feel sh*t over it. Saying things like ‘you’ve had more sleep than I have’ then gets the arse when I say I’m growing a human and I find it so hard to sleep anyway 😩 he’s offered to sleep on the sofa but I won’t allow that cause it’s not fair on him 👀

So now I’ve resorted to staying up all night then going to bed when he gets up, which is taking its toll on us because I never see him anymore 💔 there’s not a lot I can do about this but I need to vent 😔

If you’re still here thank you for reading x