Hi guys, so I don’t know how many are going to read and respond but I’m just going to vent out on here. My life was impacted by hurricane Harvey and I was displaced and I am currently staying with my uncle( dads side of the family ) and I’ve just been feeling so overwhelmed and every morning I wake up I just feel empty even now as I’m writing this... the only time I don’t really feel so down is when I’m with my boyfriend but lately I’ve been getting waves of numbness too when I’m with him. Which makes me feel terrible because literally not even a month ago every time we kissed it felt this uncontrollable warmth and now it just feels like a warm blanket. My mind races and it makes me think maybe I’m just incapable of feeling anything right now. Not only that but I’m slacking on school too. All I wanna do is sleep and lay in bed and go to sleep. These past two days my body felt like stone I couldn’t get up, my body wouldn’t let me. My period is also 9 days late which is a little worrisome because I definitely can’t have a kid right now. More than anything I just feel so alone and isolated the friends a thought I had have been mia during this really hard time and the only person who isn’t family and has been there for me throughout all of my hardships this past year is my boyfriend. Which makes me feel even worse because he deserves the world and not the huge mess that I am right and the constant family drama that is around me.