I’m 19 and when I was a young teen, I had a boyfriend and he broke my heart and after that, I built up walls. I was scared of dating and even repulsed sometimes, I had crushes yes and sometimes they wanted to be with me but I just run away because I’m scared. But I’ve been talking to a guy for a while now and I agreed to go to the movies with him, I’ve never done this before so I was so scared. He was so kind and loving and I feel like I’m mad crushing but honestly my anxiety is just getting the best of me.

I’m afraid that he’ll see im not worth it. It takes time to get close to me and I’m scared he’ll be impatient.. I haven’t even had my first kiss before. I’m afraid he’ll think I’m inexperienced and not worth his time. I’m afraid of it all :( and I’m also afraid of my flaws being seen like my weight bc I’m kinda chubby or my bad skin or anything else I’m insecure about