Not expecting a miracle anymore

My husband and I have been married for 12 years. I was pregnant only once in these years and it ended with a miscarriage. We have seen a fertility specialist who says we should be able to get pregnant because there isn’t anything wrong with either of us. I don’t want to do fertility treatments for various reasons with the main one being financial.

I gave up hope years ago on us having children and started doing research on adoption. It is way out of our price range to even consider this option. We have a limited budget even though we have decent paying jobs. We dug ourselves out of debt years ago and neither of us want to go down that road again.

I guess I am just looking for someone on the same page as me. All of my friends and I do mean all of them have children - some are even pregnant and have announced it recently. I am happy for them and all the women on this app that are getting their happy endings. I thought I would have children but since it looks like it isn’t happening for me I am hoping someone else out there is having this same experience.