I am currently at 12 dpo and af is due on Tuesday. I don’t have any real symptoms except for one dizzy spell a few days ago that lasted perhaps for 5 seconds. I want to test but don’t want to test at the same time. I just don’t want to see another bfn. Also, today my first cousin who got married in February of this year went into labor and here I am still wondering if I will ever get a bfp. Been married for 5 years and have two fur babies but no human baby🙁

Okay rant over. Thank you for listening.