How can you forget?

I hate that we had incredible sex and two days later you’re hung up on another girl. You went on one date and now you think you’re exclusive with her.

What was I to you this past year? Have you forgotten?

You know I’m hurting and angry about this the last couple weeks and need to talk to you. But you keep saying i need time away from you. Bullshit! That’s you not wanting to deal with me while you start having fun with someone else.

I hope she breaks your heart like you’ve broken mine. I hope everything is just all in your head and you come out as the asshole you’ve made me feel like I was because I got angry

I hope you hurt as much as I’m hurting right now

I hate that I let you hurt me for the second time this year.

I don’t understand how I’m at the bottom or not in your radar when ever there’s another girl. I’ve been over looked not by one but three roses in my lifetime. I hate roses and i hate the name..... Where where these “roses” when you were sad and hurting? When you lost a family member? When you wanted to give up cause work/school got hard? When you were struggling career wise and emotionally? Where were they on your proudest day? When you graduated? Where were they?

I’ve been there for all of that. It was all for you.

I’ve never been one to be petty I rooted for you every time even after the first time you hurt me and yet here we are again. I’m struggling and need to turn to you and you keep saying I need time away from you and you don’t need this right now

This isn’t about you anymore. This is about me

I want you to feel the hurt and anger that I’ve been feeling for months

I hope you have no one to turn to when that happens

I hope you realize everything I have done for you and everything you have done to me

How could you forget everything I’ve done for you? All my efforts to see you to be with you and you just move one?

I hate that we have mutual friends and have to see each other and try to be ok. I hope you’re hurting the same way I’m hurting by the next time we have to gather with friends

I hope you get hurt. I hope she breaks your heart.