So after explaining my ttc story of this month in my last post... funny story why I’m so anxious.

My husband and I have been ttc these past few months and since we live far from our family we decided to go to them for the holidays in December and by then hopefully we would be pregnant and I would be able to go to the doctor and get everything checked before announcing... he thought it would be an awesome idea to surprise them.

So a couple weeks ago we are grocery shopping and my dad calls, my husband immediately gives me a look 👀. So I ask what’s happening and he tells me super quick.. your dad bought us tickets to go visit them and I couldn’t say no so he is calling to surprise you...

AT THAT MOMENT WE WERE NOT PREGNANT AND STILL AREN’T..

So I answer the phone and my dad is super sweet telling me “ you won’t believe who is coming over for thanksgiving “ and I act like my DH didn’t tell me “ who dad? Is it my uncle??” And he was like “no, you know this person sooo much!.. quick silence... it’s you!!”

Well long story short, I am super excited to go see my family but part of me is super sad too because AF hasn’t shown her ugly face yet and I’m getting BFN!!! glow keeps changing the af dates and now it says she is expected to come on THANKSGIVING DAY! ( the day I’m traveling to my family’s house!!)

Ugh! I wanted to buy them gifts or do something cute!! I am praying we will get a BFP.. or at least af so we can keep trying because if af doesn’t show up how do I tell my mom I can have sushi with her or have booze on thanksgiving with my dad?

Just wanted to share my story so far, if anyone out there is going through the same.. you are not alone.. things happen for a reason! It will happen in gods timing not ours... I’m just praying that he agrees that this time would be perfect!