Found out today I’m not having a girl. I am crushed. Apart of me wishes I had done the sneak peek test or genetic testing and found out sooner and I wouldn’t have carried on with the pregnancy.

DH is only on board to have three children and this is the third. Right after the tech said it’s a boy I just stopped talking and laid there the rest of the time and left as soon as the tech was done. He’s upset that I’m not happy or excited and no longer want to go baby shopping or have a shower or anything I just don’t see the point to do all that for another boy.