No pleasure during sex

I lost my virginity when I was 15 and felt nothing, not even pain. Then when I was 17 I started having sex again. 3 guys, multiple times, it was amazing the thing is I have no pleasure. I mean it doesn't feel bad or hurt, and I can feel the thrusts and what he does. I've even tried masturbating to see if I would and it felt okay. I can't really try out vibrators or lube bc my age. I try clit stimulation all the time and there's alot foreplay. I'm so confused. I feel like sex and masturbation should feel mind blowing not just meh. The guys I have sex with says it feels amazing, they cum very fast and easliy and that confused me even more. I was very close to most of them and it's very intense but I just don't get that mind blowing sexual experience. Don't get me wrong, for some reason, I absolutely love sex. It just...Isnt like everyone says it is