vvvvvvvvvvvvfl + 2 margaritas

Chelsea

11 dpo and I thought I had a vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvfl. But throughout the day I talked myself into a bfn/evap line. So tonight I drank 2 margaritas because I felt depressed. We have been hard-core trying for 5 months, not preventing for 11 months. Am I a bad person because I drank tonight?