ahhh!!

okay so my boyfriend and me have been dating nearly five months. we are both very intentional with our relationship - marriage is our end goal. already talked about where we are gonna live, how many kids, what kind of wedding we want. we're Christian as well - so we don't believe in living together and sex before we are married. he's 20, I turn 20 in March. I know we're way too young, but we are completely in love with each other! he's the love of my life.

Lately he's been acting odd. and saving money and getting an extra job. He needs to fix his truck, and that's what he's told me. But he's told other people at church he's saving for his truck and something else.

Tonight he told our friend he's saving for an engagement ring - he whispered it but kinda loudly.

I think he's going to propose on Christmas. It would be a week away from our six month anniversary actually!

I do want to tell him I don't want a real diamond ring because I rather him use the money for college or bills. I found a ring I love that's cubic zirconia and looks so real. Did you hint what kind of ring you wanted or should I hint? I doubt he will ask me what kind of ring I want because he'll want to surprise me.