Help! Feeling of shame after orgasm?!

Hello everyone, I’m stumped and could really use y’alls advice. I’ve been masturbating for like 7 years now, actually cumming for about 5 years whenever I masturbate. I’ve always loved cumming (because well, come on!!).

Today I felt a little horny and masturbated in the same way I always do to get a fast and effective orgasm. But today was completely different, I squirted for the first time ever. I was so surprised. I did it again to make sure that’s what happened and I squirted again. I did it like 4 times and it was amazing and felt GREAT! Like nothing I ever experienced before!

Everything was great until about 5 minutes later, when I started feeling disgusted of myself, I have no idea why! Everything was fine up until then. I felt ashamed of myself. I’ve never thought anything wrong about squirting, I was never told masturbating was wrong, and I watch porn on occasion and never have had a problem with anything sexual in my life. I started feeling like I didn’t even want to look at myself, that I wanted to wash my sheets, and nausea. Almost a feeling of being violated and it’s very concerning. Any advice? Has this happened to anyone else? Is it just because it was my first experience squirting?

Anything would be appreciated