Conflicted 😐

My SO and I have been ttc for about 10 months, I have been a stay at home mom for the past 7 months. I have been offered a job position that would help our family out a lot but I don’t think I could do this job and also have a new baby (if we were to conceive). My husband has been stressed due to financial burdens but we are okay. Do I put my wants aside and try later in life (I’m 31) or just keep trying and let itself play out? 😏