Who knows?!?

Does any body know how to get your fiancé to think you're still sexy?

We have sex maybe and I mean maybe once a month. Which is fine but I have to beg for him to, then he lasts 2-3 mins and storms out the bedroom every time.

I think it's because

A few months before we got engaged he cheated on me with a post of himself of Craigslist searching for BBW.

He got a lot of comments about the dick pic and these girls sending pics.

It kinda fucking hurts me everyday. But I'm okay. I don't talk about it because I know it will just start conflict.

But I'm not BBW and he told me straight to my face

you look okay but if you put on more weight you will look really good

I don't know I am trying to gain weight but it probably won't even help, I think he is just bored with me or something

Please some advice