My bean usually only takes one breast at a time. In the exhaustion state tonight I fed from the same one twice in a row. I offered her the other breast twice and was refused. So I figured I'd pump just to keep things even. Not ten minutes after pumping, someone is starving. Like really?!?

I just finally got her off the bottle and breastfeeding all the time and didn't want to give her the pumped milk. Tried to feed her on the breast for 20 minutes. Not enough. She's still dying. So I go get the bottle ready and now she's not interested. I'm so frustrated. I'm so mad at myself.