update

41 weeks and 1 day pregnant

pre pregnancy(plaid pants)

1 day post patrum(hospital gown)

3 months post partum(white shirts)

the pregnamcy was a crazy experience for me. ive always had really bad confidence in myself and I would never let myself get over 115. I reconnected with someone that I had known since I was in 2nd grade and we found out I was pregnant the day he has to leave for basic training. in the pre pregnancy photo I weighed 135. during the pregnancy I gained about 47 pounds! she was 8.3 pounds. she did a number on my body from stretch marks on my boobs, legs, butt, hips and stomach. I'm only 5'3 so with the big belly it was impossible to find things that fit! but I have never felt so beautiful in my life. its crazy how so much love for one little human can make you change how you look at yourself. I am now married and she is almost 3 months old! Still losing weight, its been hard but I'm at about 160.

we just went through a move from new York to oklahoma so I was definitely stress eating from having to leave all my family but in order to be with her dad we had to do it(Military) and I am so happy with how my life has turned out. ❤