My baby girl was born November 28 @ 39 weeks & 3 days.

We are still in the hospital

Me because of losing too much blood and her because her bilirubin levels are really high.

And she’s considered high risk because I’m O-. She’s been under triple photo therapy since yesterday after being poked around with needles for 3 days .

It’s been almost 16 hours now and I just can’t even stop stressing

I know she’s in good hands but I can’t imagine them poking her little feet and thighs , drawing blood constantly.

I can’t imagine her under the lights with her eyes covered for hours

I didn’t even go see her when she’s under because I’ll start crying

And I just really need someone to pray for her and ask god to give her good health because I can’t handle this right now l. 😓

Update: she is currently out from under photo therapy after 24hrs. In 3-4 hrs they will do the bilirubin test again and then tell me if I can take her home or not

She’s feeding very well and her color is looking less red now. Thank you so much everyone , hopefully the test comes out fine this evening 😭❤️