Ugh boys

Ok this guys asked me out, I politely rejected him and have kept talking over social but not in person and I hate how awkward it is. I’ve tried to stop but I always end up feeling bad and I think I kinda like him now although it’s too late. He’s so annoying though cuz I try to talk over social so it’s not just weird blank pics 24/7 and I get hes moved on stuff like I’m totally ok with it, I like someone else and wouldn’t date him rn, but is he just waiting for me to end it over social or what?? I just think if I end the streaks then it’ll be EvEn Weirder at school.

Jesus Christ I sound like a fucking 10 year old I should just end them and move on. There’s no point in having them anyways, I’m such an idiot. This is the first time I guys told me he likes me so I think that’s why I held on for so long even though I didn’t like him like that. (Never lead him on, I told him straight up in the beginning) idk why he just doesn’t want to be friends or what but it’s getting too weird and it’s happened for over 6 months...... OMG I didn’t realize how long until I just counted 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️. Ok I’m done and this post is pointless but I’m gonna keep it up for a little bit to see if p agree or not. (He got a gf like 3 months after asking me out btw, Idk if that adds anything?)