My mom found out a couple weeks ago about me being raped last year I know it was hard for her to hear when she asked me about it I couldn't speak after she left my room I just started crying I didn't want her to know that her only daughter was raped and it was by someone she trusted in a few days we sit down and discuss what happened with my therapist I just don't know how to tell her that the day she met him two hours before he raped me I have so many regrets I've been having trouble sleeping this is all too much I wanted her to know on my term that is if I was gonna tell her once again my choice was taken from me😢 it's already hard enough to "accept" me losing my virginity that way now I'll end up hurting her feelings 🤧